::2 together
2 couples in my class now. I guess no one was surprised, except me.
It kind of comes as a shock, the realisation that the males in the class might be actually viewing their female classmates as potential mates. I had been deluding myself with the thought that at least in school at least we are just classmates right? and no one will be judging you and you can just be yourself, slouching around in t-shirt and shorts or something.
I must say that i am shocked beyond words.
Well, another side effect of this is that it has caused 2 groups to kind of merge together, my group of smart people (except me lah) and the biggest group in the class. And I dunno. Just feels weird really. I don't know what to say to anybody anymore. Our thinking is just like, worlds apart. I dunno.
I realise that sometimes, my closest friend in class doesn't get what I'm talking about. I realised our thinking didn't really connect that much in the first place. He is more like the normal type and I am like... alien? Sometimes I worry that after the merging of the 2 groups, I might just drift apart from the people that were my good friends but whose thinking actually didn't really connect with me.
I am kind of stressed. Suddenly, I feel like a nerd/geek/neek/gerd/whatever.
How?
It kind of comes as a shock, the realisation that the males in the class might be actually viewing their female classmates as potential mates. I had been deluding myself with the thought that at least in school at least we are just classmates right? and no one will be judging you and you can just be yourself, slouching around in t-shirt and shorts or something.
I must say that i am shocked beyond words.
Well, another side effect of this is that it has caused 2 groups to kind of merge together, my group of smart people (except me lah) and the biggest group in the class. And I dunno. Just feels weird really. I don't know what to say to anybody anymore. Our thinking is just like, worlds apart. I dunno.
I realise that sometimes, my closest friend in class doesn't get what I'm talking about. I realised our thinking didn't really connect that much in the first place. He is more like the normal type and I am like... alien? Sometimes I worry that after the merging of the 2 groups, I might just drift apart from the people that were my good friends but whose thinking actually didn't really connect with me.
I am kind of stressed. Suddenly, I feel like a nerd/geek/neek/gerd/whatever.
How?
